you should have more faith, you are my only embrace

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you are my only embrace

posted 1 month ago on 8/1/2012+ 78 notes
#hrauughh this makes me want to vomit everywhere #downton abbey #mary crawley #matthew crawley #mary x matthew #this scene #my hands are shaking #tbh I don't quite get how people complain about this kiss #I didn't see this kiss as succumbing to ~passion #and therefore I disagree with the opinion that this kiss needed more ~action #I saw this kiss as a heartfelt apology #a kiss to convey years of longing and regret #regret over everything the universe had thrown in their way #regret that he felt bound to marry Lavinia #regret that he couldn't free himself to be with her #this kiss was all he could give her in that moment #a promise that she would always have a portion of his heart #this kiss was all the words he wasn't brave enough to say #that he grieved for their wasted love #for the time they had lost #and for all their dreams that would never be realized #was it the right thing to do this late in the game? #no #but it happened like an instinct #and by gawd it was hawt #i'll stop now #graphic #my stuff

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The way their hands touch and move in this scene is just intoxicating. It’s very rare nowadays for hands in scene to...
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Kill me. Kill me now
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